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"Drowning"-crazy town

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.

I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life

Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

between angels and insects

no wine and cheese,
yea,had fun,
great performances, met friends and all..
even old schoolmates pon jumpe..
aku tau aku dah mengembang saiz badan..xyah komen.waduh

apapepon,dengar citer hanif nk kawen ujung taun..bagus2..
and yea,faezan pn bertanya sape yg aku contact la..
ape x contact la, itu ini, awek la itu ini la...
hurm...aku malas doe

based on that...
aku merasakan sifat recluse aku makin teruk..
bersendirian 2 dah macam normal utk aku..
coz, aku heran bile aku kate aku dtg sorang2 dah pelik..
rase normal je..
ntah..aku mix gak ngan orang..lol
cume maybe waktu ni aku lagi banyak nak privatekan diri...

bende privatekan diri ni...tatau la cmne start
dalam 2-3 sem lepas...
mase aku start injured ankle dan mule menggemuk...setahun aku xleh lari.
aku cube nak kurus..tapi dugaan ....time dah smooth flow nak kurus,,,ade je bende jadi..injured balik..demam la...dugaan..terima la
dan aku putus asa nak kuruskan badan..serious...
itu la bley tgk sem ni badan aku naik kaw2...

well...aku tgh nk cube kurangkan balik...
maybe confidence aku naik balik...
compared 2 zmn prelaw...time 2 confidence aku tinggi..coz kurus.

and yea, i need 2 do sumting about my reclusiveness at times..
nak kuar ngan member pn malas..inikan lagi nk cari gf..haha
semoga aku dpt ubah diri...

siri rapikan pertama

AKu x sabar!!!!!!

This is

Kronologi


Firstly,ADam memberitahuku, ade org dlm band aku msk mase audition NWnC x puas ati ngan band die.
haa? siape?
Siape buat cerita ni?
Masya-Allah...
Pelik aku..ade gak makhluk jarum celaka di mana2...
X pasal2 ade org down..aku nk tau la siape buat cerita ni..

Secondly,yea,ade orang still x percaya aku masih x pernah bergf..
pas2 kate aku ni betul ke straight la, dan sewaktu ngan nya..
waduh, apekah reasonnye? bgtau sket knape org x percaya aku..

4 the record, Aku straight...
Jadi Kaum Lut? pegi mampos...hina tu.


WEll,life goes on...
aku chill je,
tho makhluk2 jarum ini perlu dihapuskan sama sekali..
parasit2 oo parasit

Rusa Uitm???

X sangka kat canseleri ade rusa....
TErkejut gak la tgk.hahaa

RAnts

If u'r a lil veteran and have some better skills than others, be cool, don't create others like trash, and feel like ur cool doing so.

besides that, if u have a seating or a higher status, be cool,

Just because a person is different u judge him differently, well, sometimes that's just fucked up,

What else....

no idea.,.

WEll,we're humans...we make mistakes...its some ayat2 meraban...hahhaa

my moment

my fangs start to grow...

Mirror's edge

This is like wow...currently downloading it..

Dawn of war 2

V

Sumting i created 2 years back...at the brink of bosanness



REd goes crazy,

hearts go flying,

roses go savvy,

love goes undying,

Haram,fatwa goes,

Following deviants as say,

It’s niat that goes,

Your style as you may,

Chocolates go melting,

Roses go bloom,

Is that everything?

To mend your heart ‘boom’?

The day with a V,

Where lovers go flee,

The passion of their glee,

Where love roams free,

Sabtu the 14th

IT was a good day 4 me..
for 3 damn years i havent' jammed..
and 2day...it's like gian dibayar...
Alhamdulillah the audition was good.
Personally, I never felt accomplished....
Tho i'm just a peasant bassist playing along with 2 guitar gods..
But hey...It just felt damn good...
meeting new people along the way.

And yea, i went to the aesthetics...
met old friends,
lepas gian kat barbican...
saw old flame...
Just what i need after a week of stress...

Betulkah??

Hisham ngan Abot mengatakan mukaku ade resemblance ngan mamat ni Ryan Babel,pemain liverpool..betulkah??

hahaha

He's the man

I cant wait!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Azk25EiNfs&feature=related


transformers 2!

Engrish

TEringat zaman MRSM dulu...
ade hamba Allah ni berkata dkm bahasa Inggeris..

Die nk mintak laluan,

"Can I Pass Away?"

And teringat cerita Miss Muni pasall essay sorang makhluk Allah ni

" I RAn in the jungle, chased (by ape tah x ingat sgt), and i ejaculated with words...
Suddenly I tripped and I fell into the River, I then stood erected"

Waduh2...zaman2 english..hhahaha..lawak lak teringat balik

SEbijik Cerita

Cerita mengenai ku...sekali skala..hhaha

kadangkala physique ku menimbulkan kesangsian..haha
mane taknye..dah besar lebar..and rambut pendek...muka serious

PErnah skali naik komuter..heran gak nape la xde orang dok sbelah aku..
seat sbelah 2 kosong...time 2 ramai gak org...
orang usha aku semacam je...
Gaya mcm nak tak nak je duduk
.lol.,.peduli!

2nd..mase naik bas..aku dok dkat belah row kanan, member aku sbelah kiri.(both depan skali)..bas tgh kosong
sorang minah ni naik bas..
die tgk kiri die tgk kanan...
tgk aku muka semacam tros duduk sbelah member aku..

Muka scary kot aku nih.hahaha

APe nak buat, nature ku bermuka serious..
so ditambah badan XL....dan rambut pendek..

Seperti gangster/kaki pukul la jawabnye...
seperti dikata oleh mak aku..

Tapi ade gak hikmahnye, ruang sbelah free la,
ngan alhamdulillah xde orang nk mess arnd sangat..
Peduli ape org nak kate...
It's my life

MAka itulah sedikit sebanyak ceritanya..
NAmpak aku,lari!..hahhaa
Xde la...just a sharing of a moment..
aku mmg jarang senyum dan bermuka serious,lagi2 kalo pakai topi..

tapi kalo aku dah sengal...hahahhaha
bersedia menyengal sekali.

Guess??????

This is funny! Don't cheat! Try to figure it out
How can you tell this table is being sold by a man?

This table was for sale on eBay.
How can you tell it is being sold by a man?
Can you solve this little riddle?
First look and guess.

TEMUDUGA TERBUKA UNTUK JAWATAN KERAJAAN‏

TAWARAN KERJA

Minat dalam bidang PERTAHANAN? Bantu skuad negara dalam membanteras jenayah.

Syarat-syarat:
1. Warganegara M'sia shj
2.. Tidak Rabun Warna
3.. Kelayakan Minimum SPM

4. Berumur diantara 18-40 tahun


Kelebihan:
1. Kerja di bawah kerajaan
2. Gaji pokok : RM1800
3. Elaun bulanan (Kola) : RM300
4. Elaun penginapan RM300
5. Uniform: RM150
6. Dobi RM60
7. Percuma kursus mempertahankan diri
8. Kenaikan pangkat secara lantikan dari ketua unit jawatan dan

mengambil ujian khas

Sekiranya berminat sila hadir pada sesi temuduga dan dikehendaki membawa kad pengenalan diri serta gambar berukuran passport pada 23 Februari 2009 di Jabatan Pertahanan Awam
Bagi yang berkelayakan uniform akan diberikan 3 pasang setiap seorang dan kelengkapan lain (lengkap) serta perlu melaporkan diri 60 hari surat tawaran jawatan.
Jawatan:
1. Power Rangers
2. Kamen Riders
3. Ultraman
4. Sailormoon (wanita shj)

Empangan di terjemahkan ke bahasa Inggeris dengan ekspresi marah

MY CPu just shut out on me...
Hdisk crash...tetibe 2...
ilang sume bende...adui..
abes la gamba sume...dekat 20GB gak..

dugaan..aduii....
500GB of stuff just down the drain..FAthermucker