body hair

sign languages

drowning

"Drowning"-crazy town

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.

I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life

Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

between angels and insects

no wine and cheese,
yea,had fun,
great performances, met friends and all..
even old schoolmates pon jumpe..
aku tau aku dah mengembang saiz badan..xyah komen.waduh

apapepon,dengar citer hanif nk kawen ujung taun..bagus2..
and yea,faezan pn bertanya sape yg aku contact la..
ape x contact la, itu ini, awek la itu ini la...
hurm...aku malas doe

based on that...
aku merasakan sifat recluse aku makin teruk..
bersendirian 2 dah macam normal utk aku..
coz, aku heran bile aku kate aku dtg sorang2 dah pelik..
rase normal je..
ntah..aku mix gak ngan orang..lol
cume maybe waktu ni aku lagi banyak nak privatekan diri...

bende privatekan diri ni...tatau la cmne start
dalam 2-3 sem lepas...
mase aku start injured ankle dan mule menggemuk...setahun aku xleh lari.
aku cube nak kurus..tapi dugaan ....time dah smooth flow nak kurus,,,ade je bende jadi..injured balik..demam la...dugaan..terima la
dan aku putus asa nak kuruskan badan..serious...
itu la bley tgk sem ni badan aku naik kaw2...

well...aku tgh nk cube kurangkan balik...
maybe confidence aku naik balik...
compared 2 zmn prelaw...time 2 confidence aku tinggi..coz kurus.

and yea, i need 2 do sumting about my reclusiveness at times..
nak kuar ngan member pn malas..inikan lagi nk cari gf..haha
semoga aku dpt ubah diri...

siri rapikan pertama

AKu x sabar!!!!!!

This is

Kronologi


Firstly,ADam memberitahuku, ade org dlm band aku msk mase audition NWnC x puas ati ngan band die.
haa? siape?
Siape buat cerita ni?
Masya-Allah...
Pelik aku..ade gak makhluk jarum celaka di mana2...
X pasal2 ade org down..aku nk tau la siape buat cerita ni..

Secondly,yea,ade orang still x percaya aku masih x pernah bergf..
pas2 kate aku ni betul ke straight la, dan sewaktu ngan nya..
waduh, apekah reasonnye? bgtau sket knape org x percaya aku..

4 the record, Aku straight...
Jadi Kaum Lut? pegi mampos...hina tu.


WEll,life goes on...
aku chill je,
tho makhluk2 jarum ini perlu dihapuskan sama sekali..
parasit2 oo parasit

Rusa Uitm???

X sangka kat canseleri ade rusa....
TErkejut gak la tgk.hahaa

RAnts

If u'r a lil veteran and have some better skills than others, be cool, don't create others like trash, and feel like ur cool doing so.

besides that, if u have a seating or a higher status, be cool,

Just because a person is different u judge him differently, well, sometimes that's just fucked up,

What else....

no idea.,.

WEll,we're humans...we make mistakes...its some ayat2 meraban...hahhaa

my moment

my fangs start to grow...

Mirror's edge

This is like wow...currently downloading it..

Dawn of war 2